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The Survivors Life Episode 1

October 14th, 2021

It is now time to share the full story of recovering from childhood sexual abuse. My wife Amy Moore co-hosts with me and we will honestly take a closer look at what it is like living with a survivor of sexual abuse. In this introductory episode, I share how a recent landmine effected the entire family. We discuss healthy and unhealthy coping techniques. 


In the coming episodes we get honest about everything a survivor and the family that loves him/her/them goes through as the healing journey turns everything upside down.   

The Sunday Me (48)

September 4th, 2019

I fucking hate Sundays.

Finding Me, our journey in Florida

May 6th, 2019

Continuing our journey to Florida.

Perpetually Healing interviews Joe Lietsman

October 16th, 2017

Joe Lietsman talks about healing and coping with flashbacks. 

A Tiny Ball of Shit

June 22nd, 2017

We have moved from Colorado to Florida. This is a story about what happened. 

Brian Cardoza shares his story of healing

February 6th, 2017

Brian Cardoza, artist, author, thriver shares his story. Purchace his book on Amazon or Barns & Noble


January 10th, 2017

a story about a Springtime snowstorm. 

The Broken ME / Cut it Off (Pt3)

September 13th, 2016

A story of desperation.

Body Count (44)

May 20th, 2016

A story of hope and love during Christmas. 


May 18th, 2016

This story accompanies the Broken Me/The Club. A view of a possible future.  

The Broken Me/ The Club

May 18th, 2016

A candid look at what it was like to learn about my drug of choice. 

Gus Hoffman shares his story

April 1st, 2016

Gus Hoffman shares his story. 

Rocky Akers shares his story.

March 25th, 2016

A revealing interview with a special guest about the effects of sexual abuse. 

Surviving My Survivor

February 14th, 2016

A very candid and honest interview with my wife Amy Moore about living and coping with a survivor of Childhood Sexual Abuse.

The Broken Me/The Dream (A)

January 4th, 2016

With your permission, I would like to start a new series and tell some stories about the “Broken Me.” The time before I began to recover the memories of childhood sexual abuse.

CSA Shit

August 18th, 2015

A new lesson learned, I hope to be a better person because of it. 

Routine (42)

April 22nd, 2015

A day in my routine life. 

Landmines (41)

December 8th, 2014

An emotional prepper.  

That Day (40)

September 23rd, 2014

A story inspired while washing dishes.

Kisses (39)

September 2nd, 2014

An illustration of the importance of family. 

Not Dead (38)

July 18th, 2014

A Story difficult to tell. 

The Boy Inside Me (37)

February 24th, 2014

An 8 hour vow of silence

Silence (36)

January 13th, 2014

An effort at reconnection of the me's

Inside Crying (35)

December 16th, 2013

An boy arrested. Time to go to the hospital.

Hidden (34)

December 16th, 2013

What was hidden will become known. 

Forgotten Normalcy (33)

December 16th, 2013

Forgotten Tranquility 

Never Question Your Pastor (32)

December 16th, 2013

The set up for abuse. 

Catch Me (31)

November 25th, 2013

Grief goes into Grief

1983 (30)

November 25th, 2013

From the beginning. 

Break (29)

November 25th, 2013

Sometimes taking a break can lead to new paths of healing. 

Veiled (28)

November 11th, 2013

Memories only a body could experience. 

Worth It (26)

November 11th, 2013

A question we all ask. 

Click (26)

November 1st, 2013

Pieces of the puzzle click together

Homicide (25)

October 29th, 2013

A fantasy of revenge. 

Humanity (24)

October 24th, 2013

Learning to accept my emotions. 

Straight Out (23)

October 15th, 2013

A choice out of religious bias. 

Speak (22)

October 15th, 2013

If you are alone and need help please call the national suicide hotline 1.800.273.8255

Amnesia Bliss (21)

October 15th, 2013

Wouldn't it be nice to turn back time?

Abnormal (20)

October 8th, 2013

Strange new emotions. 

A Secret Kept no Longer (19)

October 8th, 2013

Confronting truth and denial

3 Letters (18)

October 8th, 2013

Chapter 18 An attempt at coping and rescue

Medicated (17)

October 1st, 2013

My drug of choice

Emotions are Evil (16)

October 1st, 2013

Emotions are evil and should be suppressed. 

Turning the Page (15)

September 30th, 2013

I find help.

The Lonesome Organist (14)

September 30th, 2013

Music brings me back to the "now"

Less (13)

September 16th, 2013

The worst day of my adult life.

Green Tree (12)

September 16th, 2013

My first attempt at coping. 

The Pool (11)

September 16th, 2013

A flashback that robbed me of a pleasant afternoon. 

Pandora’s Box (10)

September 16th, 2013

An argument with myself.

What the F*? (9)

September 5th, 2013

A mysterious desire overwhelms me. 

I was Fire (8)

September 5th, 2013

Chapter 8

Grey Fog (7)

September 5th, 2013

Chapter 7 

Saying It (6)

September 4th, 2013

If you say it, it looses its power. 

Core issue (5)

September 4th, 2013

Some days I still regret my answer.

My Mistress or My Lover (4)

August 29th, 2013

Chapter 4, A battle inside me rages. 

My answer is in here somewhere (3)

August 29th, 2013

Chapter 3 

Day One (2)

August 29th, 2013

Chapter 2 

Hide (poem)

August 29th, 2013

A poem 

Emotional Hostage (1)

August 28th, 2013

The first chapter of my autobiography. 

A Love Letter

August 28th, 2013

It seemed almost as if "she" was writing through me. 


August 28th, 2013

This is dedicated to a Wing of particular beauty and the organisation he was a part of. If you or someone you know needs help please contact my friends at the Wings Foundation.


Not Real

August 27th, 2013

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